I Wouldn't Want To Live In A World Without Grudges.

I wish you would just...listen to me. Accept that the things I'm saying are true. Even if they aren't to you, they most definitely are to me. I wouldn't say them, otherwise.

But what can I do? You're chasing your own impossibilites while I chase mine. You're probably not going to catch yours, nor am I going to catch mine, as much as I wish I could. Though, in order for me to catch mine, you would have to fail at yours, which is completely against my ideals, and against how I feel for you in the first place.

I hope today was the first step back towards sanity and normalcy in my life. After the past two weeks, I need a break of some kind. Well, I know what I really need, but that isn't possible, currently. Ah, such is life.