Prelude To Infinity.
Shining...it's funny that word should be here.
It's quite relevant. In my head, even.
It's funny how quickly things can change. I was in such a doldrum spot not too long ago. I was bottomed out, to say the least. Too much hit me too fast, and I didn't know what to do about it.
But then you came along and changed all that, without trying, or even realizing it.
Hell, I didn't even realize I was falling for you until it had already happened.
And now everything has so much...hope.
Such an odd for me, of all people to use. Hope. Not usually a cynic's best friend. Yet here I am, using hope -- dashed with a fair bit of love -- to see the brighter side of things.
I love you. I know I say that time and time again, and I know you don't mind hearing it, but I really can't stress that fact enough. I love you, but more than that I trust you, which is a scary thing as of late, trusting much of anyone.
But I know you can be trusted, and I know this is right. I know the moment you're in my arms everything will fall together just so; everything will be crystal clear without even a change in focus.
One doesn't always need to be focused in order to see things clearly. That's probably a good way of describing myself.
If I can just make it through these next ten months, and feel your skin, your lips, hear your voice and truly be with you...it's all going to fall into place.
The future can be a scary thing, whether you're sure of what's coming or not. But I know I don't need to be afraid of anything. You're my steady hand and my other half.
Well, one of my other halves. But we all know how that goes.
For one to look through this blog, you'd see quite the evolution in my mental state, along with my various ways of writing and expressing myself. But right now I feel like I might be at a pinnacle; at an infinite highpoint. While it may not ascend any further, the sensations it causes are never-ending.
And it's all thanks to you.
Keep my heart close, please. And keep that key safe in your pocket for just a bit longer. I promise it'll be worth the wait.
It's quite relevant. In my head, even.
It's funny how quickly things can change. I was in such a doldrum spot not too long ago. I was bottomed out, to say the least. Too much hit me too fast, and I didn't know what to do about it.
But then you came along and changed all that, without trying, or even realizing it.
Hell, I didn't even realize I was falling for you until it had already happened.
And now everything has so much...hope.
Such an odd for me, of all people to use. Hope. Not usually a cynic's best friend. Yet here I am, using hope -- dashed with a fair bit of love -- to see the brighter side of things.
I love you. I know I say that time and time again, and I know you don't mind hearing it, but I really can't stress that fact enough. I love you, but more than that I trust you, which is a scary thing as of late, trusting much of anyone.
But I know you can be trusted, and I know this is right. I know the moment you're in my arms everything will fall together just so; everything will be crystal clear without even a change in focus.
One doesn't always need to be focused in order to see things clearly. That's probably a good way of describing myself.
If I can just make it through these next ten months, and feel your skin, your lips, hear your voice and truly be with you...it's all going to fall into place.
The future can be a scary thing, whether you're sure of what's coming or not. But I know I don't need to be afraid of anything. You're my steady hand and my other half.
Well, one of my other halves. But we all know how that goes.
For one to look through this blog, you'd see quite the evolution in my mental state, along with my various ways of writing and expressing myself. But right now I feel like I might be at a pinnacle; at an infinite highpoint. While it may not ascend any further, the sensations it causes are never-ending.
And it's all thanks to you.
Keep my heart close, please. And keep that key safe in your pocket for just a bit longer. I promise it'll be worth the wait.
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