(Dis)Connected.
I'm so
Disconnected
From everything.
Work. Romance. Social life. People. Everything. I feel nothing.
I can't interact. I don't WANT to interact.
I'm out of control. My ability to control things has slowly spiraled into nothing.
And just like everything else, I don't care.
Emotion, intelligence, beauty, creation.
Not a lick of it matters.
I'd rather be dead.
I always believed in futures. But the future is now, and it's garbage.